Sunday, November 28, 2010

Discouraged...

It's been some time since I've posted. Since I last submitted an entry, I was able to come back home to my husband, for which I was very thankful. Homecoming was sweet, but my time has been so short.

I am completely healed. I can lift again, I walk 2 miles a day with Leslie Sansone. My feet still cause me some problems; however, I perservere. My walks are uber important and rare is the day I miss one.

To date, I have lost 53 lbs. YESSSSSSS!

My clothes hang on me. I have nothing new to wear, which is ok--I am not buying new clothes during this leg of the journey.

So what's my problem?

I can't eat.

I have no appetite and no cravings. And all I can eat is 4 bites.

There will be a call to my surgeon tomorrow. I kept thinking I would get past this. That it was part of the healing. I don't know if it is normal. If it is, ok, then. Fine. If it is not then I need to know what to do.

Seriously... FIVE bites and I'm in visiting the toilet to get rid of that 5th bite.

So I just don't understand. Hopefully understanding will come tomorrow when I call Dr. Jandali.

More entries to come. My 2nd month post-op picture will be at the end of the week!

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